Wednesday, January 11, 2006

Longing to be a stay at home mom again!

The urge to be home with my boys gets stronger everyday! I need to be home when they get home and help them with there work and daily issues. I barley get home at 6:30 and it is right in to home work and maybe we get dinner at a reasonable hour, sooner if we eat out!!! I have always felt like I had children to be with them, not pawn them on others now I feel like I am pawning them onto them selfs. They are home for almost 3 hours before I arrive home, is working really worth it, does money always have to come first. I love my job, but I hate my hours!!!! What to do!!!

3 comments:

Toni said...

Awe Crystle....I'm sorry....Don't be sad...

Michelle W. said...

I think we all have to do what we do. Ultimately you will find the best thing for your. Whether it's staying home or working. Best wishes and a big hug.

Michelle

Megan said...

It does suck crystle!! Sometimes I hate working, other days I find it quite fulfilling, like it gives me an identity other than just "the mum". I'm sure the boys know how hard you work to give them the life they have!! hugs to you